I am so Tired of Being Fat

by Anonymous
(USA)

I am so tired of being fat. I have been obese for mot of my life, and I'm sick of it. Why can't I lose weight?

I found this website about weight loss surgery by accident. I wanted to know how many calories are in a banana. That's a snack I indulge in with no guilt because it is a fruit. But after you put that banana in a huge bowl of peanut butter crunch cereal and milk, how healthy is it?

I would be able to lose weight if food wasn't so delicious, addictive, convenient, accessible, fattening... you name it. Eating healthier by eating low fat and low card is actually more expensive when it comes to dollars and cents at the grocery checkout line. And to be honest, every penny counts more than ever in my household.

I know a few people who have had weight loss surgery to help them lose the fat, but I'm not ready to deal with the possible complications. There is really no way to guarantee your body won't have adverse reactions. And the mot common complication, dumping, i supposed to be the "enforcer" to help you lose weight. If you eat the wrong foods your body becomes very sick, in addition to your stomach being shrunk down to the size of a golf ball.

God bless all of you who have gone through with it. I wish you all the best. I'm just a little too chicken at this point. And so I continue on my road of eating destruction, unhappy and unhealthy. What else could I do? I am so tired of being fat. Thanks for letting me vent.