I Ate Too Much

by Anonymous
(USA)

I ate too much. It was a stressful week, and my plate was full. So, I allowed myself to be a glutton today.

I knew I would feel terrible afterwards, but I did it anyway. I had KFC chicken, home-made macaroni and cheese, peas, and a WHOLE dutch apple pie. You see why I said that I ate too much.

I can't believe how little self control I have. That is why I want to get the lap band surgery done. My eating is way out of control. I am tired of being morbidly obese.

And the sad part is that I didn't even want to finish the pie. About 1/4 of the way through I wanted to stop eating, but didn't. I couldn't. I somehow connected finishing that pie with completing or solving everything that went wrong in my life during this week. That's crazy, isn't it?

I know the lap band will make my stomach smaller so I won't be able to consume an entire pie. Am I pathetic, or what? Like they say on those daredevil stunt shows, "Don't try this at home." LOL (if it were only funny)